Oh. Oh. OH! That movie! There are no words to describe it.

Iron Man. 

Thor. 

Captain America.

Black Widow.

Hulk.

Hawkeye.

Nick Fury

Loki

Coulson.

I LOVE IT ALL!

Guys. I’m going to see the Avengers tomorrow.

Then a new episode of Supernatural will be on tomorrow tonight.

Tomorrow is going to be overwhelming (O.o)

I usually don’t post much about my personal life on my tumblr, but I desparately need to get this off my chest. Especially since I can’t get a hold of my journal now. 

So, let’s start with the background information. There is this guy at my school. I’ve known him since eighth grade but only started being friends with him in ninth grade. He’s in three of my classes this year. Now, this guy, let’s call him D. Well, D is totally a nice guy, a sweetheart even. This doesn’t mean that I like him or anything, though. I mean I do like him, but only in a platonic, friend sort of way.

Anyways, D started liking me beyond the platonic relationship we had in the middle of ninth grade. When he told me that, I gently let him down by saying that I did not feel the same way about him. A year later, D told me once again that he liked me. Again, I let him down. But around this time, I was having problems emotionally, so I did the only thing that made sense to me which was to ignore him. This was kinda hard to do when I had classes with him and had an assigned seat next to him in all the classes, but I managed to ignore for approximately four months. Then, figuring out how childish and immature I was being, I stopped. Now, this year, D has not stopped liking me. I decided to ignore his crush and hoped that with his new girlfriend, D’ll forget about it. But then they broke up and we hung out a lot in all our classes so that doesn’t help my situation.

Now, I’m a flirt. I can’t help it. It’s not that I’m actually flirting, I guess. It’s just that I can easily talk about sex and not be embarassed about it. So he then found confidence to say some weird, sexual things to me and then asked if he was making me uncomfortable. I answered honestly, saying that he wasn’t and also that it was really difficult to make me uncomfortable. Unintentionally, I challenged him. So, lately he’s being complimenting me by saying how I’m “pretty” or “hot” or that he likes certain parts of me. I’m not against the compliments really but sometimes he takes things to a sexual level or he gets into my personal space and rubs against me but pretends it was an accident.

Before, I didn’t mind talking to him and found him to be really good company but lately, I’m so uncomfortable with the thing he says or does sometimes that I don’t want to be around him. I don’t want to talk about it with him because I would be admitting defeat as he won the challenge I had given him, even though he wasn’t really working on winning the challenge. But I don’t know what to do about him. I guess I might have to talk to him because I’m afraid of how far he’ll take this.